A shitty Morning

it was just such a shitty morning today. Woke up by someone knocking at the door heavily and with the hangover from last night.

and then i saw the sitting room which is full of dirty water on the floor. just coz the goddamn water pipes were built up again.

after the cleaning up with the landlord, just got a call from anna. i think it's really hard days for her as well. she got hurt on her knee and have to walk by the walking sticks. and also having some other problems with her body. but it seems like she's being alright. which i could not believe. actually, i'm really worried about her, coz she's having such hard days and staying in China alone. but i think she's just like trying to pretending it's alright. i know she misses her mum, her family. and if i can, i really want to give her a hug and getting through the bad days with her.

just want to tell her, she's not alone!