A Dream

I dreamed a boy crying in the garden at the corner of the street
He lost his favorite balloom yesterday
That balloom flied far and far away behind the mountain
An oldman tied it on the roof of his house
He's waiting for his dad to take him to find the ballom
One day, dad walked too long and got lost in the valley
Just like that balloom, could never be found again
It's like a trip, a long way trip which's called destiny
We came across in this never-end trip.

A shitty Morning

it was just such a shitty morning today. Woke up by someone knocking at the door heavily and with the hangover from last night.

and then i saw the sitting room which is full of dirty water on the floor. just coz the goddamn water pipes were built up again.

after the cleaning up with the landlord, just got a call from anna. i think it's really hard days for her as well. she got hurt on her knee and have to walk by the walking sticks. and also having some other problems with her body. but it seems like she's being alright. which i could not believe. actually, i'm really worried about her, coz she's having such hard days and staying in China alone. but i think she's just like trying to pretending it's alright. i know she misses her mum, her family. and if i can, i really want to give her a hug and getting through the bad days with her.

just want to tell her, she's not alone!

A former company which i worked for

Just heard something from the company which i'm doing interview with these days.

that they called my former company for some information which i got pretty sick of the stupid work and quit the job.

in the call, my former co-worker or boss said something like "sometimes he's too creative, and sometimes not meet deadlines".

Of coz, I got pretty angry on them. Alright, then let's see if i'm too creative or they are.

First, Check this logo out:

- i used to work for them as a graphic designer. and one day they asked to do a new logo. but finally, they found they liked the logo which they are having now a lot which looks like "P三三P“, "三" is a Chinese character which means THREE. they say they're professional, Global and local, they understand the Chinese marketing. but the thing is just they don't know what a stupid logo they are using: "三P” in Chinese means "three some"

Second, here's the pic on their website:

 what's the "strong background" mean? there were only 2 workers there except me. One just totally doesn't know what's nightlife who's doing PR, the other one who's working as the creative director just got a lot of crazy idea which my grandma might have.  how could they understand how to "Entertain people"?

As what i said, they're pretty local, even like to use the Chinese character in their English Logo.

should they be proud they've got people from Korea, America, Africa,Brazil, Chinese? If they 're doing translation company, they must have better bussiness.

Third, i've being involved in a project when i was working there. it's call "First on the Bund"

it's a shitty club which is at the Bund in Shanghai. at the time, they do KTV stuffs with a bunch of old ladies, the bartender there doesn't even know what's "Mojito" before i told them.

If you google it, there's nothing about this. that's how they are so good at marketing.

Then let's see how the company helps the club's marketing. when i was working their, the flyer was sent out just 3 days before the party which peep this' host. We bought an SMS system at that time which can help to send out group SMS. and we sent the messages out just in the afternoon at the same day as the event happened, and twice. i mean two messages. isn't it annoying to the people who will recieve the Sms which is 3 pieces message long for twice?

and at the party, the boss just used his "friends' support". are his friends all stupid? came to such a shitty club and a party which everything's all about "sales"?

here's the stupid video of their sales advertising:

and finally, i found the bussiness they were making, it's more like cheating some stupid local boss with their white or black face.

I think that's not all what i want to say about them.... just got really tired of telling what the fuck that company is... i did think the company is that bad. just i didn't want to say it that bad as it's a company which i worked for. but since they're being such a asshole to me...... i jsut couldn't stop my anger....

finally, here's the company's website which hasn't been updated for more than 3 months.

THEY ARE JUST SO UNPROFESSIONAL

www.peepthis.cn

Fish Riot @LOgO Shanghai 8fev2008

just got this video from Julie last night, i still remember i did a party before i went to LOgO which was not so good.
hehe
i was pretty depressed that night that night. and after the party i met Reggie at his party - "STD". and he asked me if i want to play, "For sure!" since i didn't have fun from the party before.
maybe after a couple hours, (actually i don't know what time it was) i started to play some Acid Techno which i liked a lot those days.
afterword, i jsut totally got drunk and wanted to give my bad mood out...
So...... Clash, James Brown, The Horrors, CSS etc....

AM PM

it's like we are in two worlds with time difference.
day could never ever hug the night as their destiny.
why it's getting harder, and easier to refuse.
the whole body starts to against the truth.
why it's getting closer,
then everything's being so weird.
why there's more you want,
there's less space for your needs.

a kinda new life

jsut went out to check the new fishing place before. it's a good place for fishing. i'll go there next week.
it seems i start to miss a lot of things since i moved out from my parents' place.
and also coz of the money problem, i had to find a job as a indian restaurant waiter. but finally, i didn't get that job, coz of the terrible salary.
1 week before, i was kinda bored of spending the whole day on sleeping. one night, i was just reading some website as normal. and i found a guy online who sales fishing tools. it was just like a

light bulb suddently lights in my mind. the next 2 day, i jsut went to Changfeng Park for fishing with my new toys after read some article about fishing online. yeah, the first day i got nothing at all. but i went fishing the day after that as well. finally, i got a little piece of fish. (the little white cat is Banana, my new friend.)














anyways, that's how i started to get crazy of fishing these days.

on the way back home, i passed by the place where my grandma used to live. it changed a lot. there're more shopping mall and a new subway station. the street is wider. but the old building which my grandma used to live is still there. and also some old stores which i used to see are still there as well. it remembers me a lot of things when i was a little kid. yeah, i miss my grandma a lot. i dunno how my grandma'll feel if she could see what's going on with me now. "happy? angry?"

oh, i miss my german gf a lot as well. it's already 2 months now since she left shanghai. i could still remember the last time we kissed. i don't really know which kinda relationship we have now. but i love her anyways. i was thinking of her when she was sleeping in my bed, when we went out at the middle of night just for a walk and met a drunk guy who's sleeping in the street and sang "the man who sold the world" together in the street in a really windy night. sometimes, i think maybe i couldn't get her love at all, maybe should jsut give up. but finally, i jsut found i could not. she's jsut like always singing in my mind. Oh, i read that "Abolin Abolin Abolin.... fish fish fish... " book a lot of times! :P

Moving

It’s the first time that I’m gotta move out from my parents’ place.

Yeah, it’s common for most western people. But in China, Kids start to live by himself since they’re married in regular.

When I was in the taxi after the meeting of the landlord last night, something sad just came out of my mind, and filled my body.

I’m thinking about if that means something when a guy grows up and lives in his own place. I just couldn’t believe what is happening right now is this fast. Since I started to work 3 years ago, I thought about moving out a lot of times. But I always gave it up before because some different problems.

But anyways I shouldn’t be sad! Life is gotta be more beautiful. I want a bigger house, a nice car, a better skill….. yeah, it’s gotta be nice!

fuk off

I spend all night with my stupid video game
I spend all day in my noisy room
I just don't want to do anything
I just don't want to think about anything

I think I almost forget everything
but when all the friends leave me alone
when night comes through
where I should go?

A kid's dream

this was what i wanted from my dad at all.
but i was not a lucky kid, this dream was not achieved on me.
But i promise, i will go to see the sea with my kid.
I will!