No warmth left here
No body here tonight
I can have a good sleep without lights
You have No responsibility
also can think it's never happened
after the happiness when You are tired
where will You be at?
Loneliness makes me happier
enjoy the ambience at the moment
your hands are so cold, there will always be a man wanna warm them up for You.
You won't remember everytime I was pretending I was happy
when You get low tide, when You cry
I will be here
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I lost her
A leaf flied to the sill
A candy melted in the mouth
A love song was going to the end
Had brew the sad time
Your blue eyes
Moved from me
I lost her
The lights from the whole stage
Light a face's blur
It's like my soul
Brew crestless impressionability
All the hopes
The glister of the dreams
I lost her
You languidly walked to me.
Like you just went out from a game.
There was sumptuous happiness in the game.
But more sad when you were alone.
It was like the love in the carnie,
Comically ephemeral.
I lost her
Why you are crying?
Why did you lose your youth also?
A candy melted in the mouth
A love song was going to the end
Had brew the sad time
Your blue eyes
Moved from me
I lost her
The lights from the whole stage
Light a face's blur
It's like my soul
Brew crestless impressionability
All the hopes
The glister of the dreams
I lost her
You languidly walked to me.
Like you just went out from a game.
There was sumptuous happiness in the game.
But more sad when you were alone.
It was like the love in the carnie,
Comically ephemeral.
I lost her
Why you are crying?
Why did you lose your youth also?
Thursday, November 8, 2007
+Neo Medicine
+ Neo Medicine
November 10th, Saturday, 8pm - late
8pm - late
Free entry.
Neo Cafe, 439 Weihai Lu @ Shimen Yi Lu, Shanghai
Music: Chilling Out, Minimal, Electroclash
starting slow and chill
then picking up thru the evening
until you are ready to dance.
* Need a break from the usual club night? Medicine party is coming back! Come chill and groove with us at Neo Medicine, a DJ party set in a cafe.
* Two floors inside, plus outdoor sidewalk seating.
* Come for dinner, stay for drinks. Full cocktail menu, full dinner menu.
* Relax with friends and enjoy the futuristic dinner music, then stay as we lower the lights and pick up the tempo
as the night progresses।
November 10th, Saturday, 8pm - late
8pm - late
Free entry.
Neo Cafe, 439 Weihai Lu @ Shimen Yi Lu, Shanghai
Music: Chilling Out, Minimal, Electroclash
starting slow and chill
then picking up thru the evening
until you are ready to dance.
* Need a break from the usual club night? Medicine party is coming back! Come chill and groove with us at Neo Medicine, a DJ party set in a cafe.
* Two floors inside, plus outdoor sidewalk seating.
* Come for dinner, stay for drinks. Full cocktail menu, full dinner menu.
* Relax with friends and enjoy the futuristic dinner music, then stay as we lower the lights and pick up the tempo
as the night progresses।
Ghost
Turning to the three-year-old former experience, as it's on the blind spots in human's memory, even some of the fragments fragmented, it was also rare in the reproducibility memory.
Psychologist says from an experiment, no one can remember any matters within 1 year old, very few people can recall what happened when he is 1-2 years of age. Most people can just remember da memory since they r 3 years old, but most of da memory was told by their parents.
It seems so blur for 1-3 years old memory for everyone.
Another argument from Buddhism, they say people can not recall when they were babies, because then they can see ghosts that adult can see, when they grow up, those memories will naturally be deleted.
When I first heard it, it suddenly reminded me of something when i was a child.
At that time, I lived with my parents in a very old residential block which is behind the Huating Hotel. There was a lane to the block between the Huating Hotel and another building. In my fuzzy memory, I always saw a weird and ugly woman in the afternoon in the lane. She a very short and a little hunchback woman.
At that time, i always had a similar strange dream every night. A woman like her went through my door at mid-night, and standed alongside the corner. Every time, I had to cover my head with da blanket fearfully.
I pretty determined that the situation happened many times. But actually, I have no idea now if it was only dream or I saw it with my own eyes.
Psychologist says from an experiment, no one can remember any matters within 1 year old, very few people can recall what happened when he is 1-2 years of age. Most people can just remember da memory since they r 3 years old, but most of da memory was told by their parents.
It seems so blur for 1-3 years old memory for everyone.
Another argument from Buddhism, they say people can not recall when they were babies, because then they can see ghosts that adult can see, when they grow up, those memories will naturally be deleted.
When I first heard it, it suddenly reminded me of something when i was a child.
At that time, I lived with my parents in a very old residential block which is behind the Huating Hotel. There was a lane to the block between the Huating Hotel and another building. In my fuzzy memory, I always saw a weird and ugly woman in the afternoon in the lane. She a very short and a little hunchback woman.
At that time, i always had a similar strange dream every night. A woman like her went through my door at mid-night, and standed alongside the corner. Every time, I had to cover my head with da blanket fearfully.
I pretty determined that the situation happened many times. But actually, I have no idea now if it was only dream or I saw it with my own eyes.
Nightlife, belongs to only foreigners?
Just recieved a call from the editor of Louder.cn.
She asked me for my mix-tape again. And talked about something about void party.
Void is party about underground techno and house. Not only me but also some ones think it's the best music party in Shanghai at the moment.
I started it with Ben Huang, Shanghai_Ultra and Nat together only 2 months ago. Since these days, i still get so excited with it. Coz it's a party only about music and fun.
After good-bye to her, i just remember that a guy from taiwan talked to me about why there were only foreigners at this party about 1 month ago.
Yah, I saw very few Chinese people at my party anyways. I remember there were only 2 Chinese people at the Void party which the Taiwan's guy talked to me.
He's a very good guy with good music knowledge, even much more than mine. He just asked me to do more promotion works on Chinese people.
I said it's hard. It's really hard!
Most of Chinese people who's under 20 or older are still in control from their parents. They shouldn't get back home late even it's still midnight.
Sometimes, i thought about how to promote parties to Chinese people. But finally, got no idea about it.
But it's a really big market in Shanghai now. Most of the students, they can spend hundreds (even thousands) kuai for a pop-star's gig. And spend most of their free-time on watching entertainment news.
On the other hand, Chinese rock is developping with bigger and bigger groups.
Then what should local electro music artists and djs do then?
We don't need that fuckin' top 100 Djs. We don't need make everyone think nightlife is only about drugs. We need more people pay passion on it!
She asked me for my mix-tape again. And talked about something about void party.
Void is party about underground techno and house. Not only me but also some ones think it's the best music party in Shanghai at the moment.
I started it with Ben Huang, Shanghai_Ultra and Nat together only 2 months ago. Since these days, i still get so excited with it. Coz it's a party only about music and fun.
After good-bye to her, i just remember that a guy from taiwan talked to me about why there were only foreigners at this party about 1 month ago.
Yah, I saw very few Chinese people at my party anyways. I remember there were only 2 Chinese people at the Void party which the Taiwan's guy talked to me.
He's a very good guy with good music knowledge, even much more than mine. He just asked me to do more promotion works on Chinese people.
I said it's hard. It's really hard!
Most of Chinese people who's under 20 or older are still in control from their parents. They shouldn't get back home late even it's still midnight.
Sometimes, i thought about how to promote parties to Chinese people. But finally, got no idea about it.
But it's a really big market in Shanghai now. Most of the students, they can spend hundreds (even thousands) kuai for a pop-star's gig. And spend most of their free-time on watching entertainment news.
On the other hand, Chinese rock is developping with bigger and bigger groups.
Then what should local electro music artists and djs do then?
We don't need that fuckin' top 100 Djs. We don't need make everyone think nightlife is only about drugs. We need more people pay passion on it!
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Huangshan trip
00:28 Dec. 26
Just can't fall sleep, coz i feel so excited at the moment.
Not coz of da city here/where i am. Just feel that i learn something from this trip.
Huangshan is a beatiful place anyway. Air smells much cleaner than Shanghai. So bad, than i spent much more than what i thought when i decided to go here. coz i have no expierence here. But it will get better next time!
It took 11 hours from shanghai to here by train. I just arrived here 10:00 this morning. It looks so good when da train was running around da mountains and went into da tunnel in da mountains. It's my first time to be at this kind of railway. The view was really really cool. I saw fields, bedrid houses which are in da fields, some big black cattles and also some demode cars, vans, trucks. It's just like what i saw in the movies.
The train finnally stopped at Huangshan Railway Station. It's a sleazy station, not like the railway stations in Shanghai. It's small and sleazy. The first thing i did when i got here was going to da ticket office to buy a ticket for the train back. I bought a berth ticket this time with more expensive price. Coz i really really felt so bad during da 11hours on da train to here. I even wanna kill da people who designed this train. hahahah
yah, after i bought da berth ticket. I got my plan for these 2 days. I would have a travel in da town first, and go to da mountain district tmr. Coz i felt really tired and it's too late to go there at 11:00. I won't sleep in da hotel on da mountain. coz i heard it's very expensive. So i decided to go to da old street called "Tun Xi Lao Jie" (Lao Jie means old street, Tun Xi is da old name of this city before, And now it's just da name for da town district) So i went forward to a place where park some cabs for a cab. A lot of taxt drivers were waiting and chatting there. One guy came to me when I was walking to them. He asked "where do u want to go?" I said "Tun Xi Lao Jie". "Come here!"he said. and he head me to a little cyclo.... "What is that????!!!!!" I thought. But I remember that the town here is really small and it should be cheaper than cabs (Even da cabs here only cost half of da price in Shanghai.) And he can shows me more places here and everything will be more convinience. So i went into da cyclo. And da tricyclist started to talk to me as "where r u from?" "u should go to ...." "It's too early to go to da old street. I can be ur guide to show u somewhere here." then i asked him if he knows there is any hotel cheap. Then he ride me to a small hotel... and 130 for one night. I thought it's ok. After Check-in he head me to a squar park in da town , a brige by da squar and da goverment tower near it. And then he asked me if i wanna eat some traditional foods here. i said "Yes!" maybe he can head me to some good resturant, not tourist resturant. On the way, i felt that he gave tooo much welcome to me, and spent tooo much time on me. For only 3 kuai fare? I didn't think too much at that time. And we went to a traditional resturant in da town. it looks really traditional and good. But i felt it's still a tourist resturant when i saw da menu there. I ordered 2 dishes and 2 beers there. And cost me 90 kuai.... Compeletly Tourist Resturant!
After lunch i went to a net bar for talking to my little girl, her phone was always power-off since i arrived here. I hope i can meet her on internet but i don't have internet in da hotel. And i said good-bye to that guy.
After some talk, i got back to hotel and slept 4 hours.
I waked up around 4:30 this afternoon. After a little bit rest, i went to da old street. i took a cab there this time. it's really cheap, only 5 kuai! But i felt so reflex to walk in this kind of tourist street single. I just took a easy look on some stores there (Ink, Chinese Pen, inkstone and some kitches are da most stuffs here.) and went throught da street from da strat to da end. At da end of da street I just saw something familiar. That was a bar with da Chinese flag at da door. It's called "Ying Yang"! it's the same name as a bar which my dj friends usually go in shanghai! I thought it may be some other one like this name and call his bar "Ying Yang". But after i saw "Wei Ren Ming Fu Wu" over da door, i was sure it has some connection with da "YY" bar in Shanghai. Then i just went in. The boss there opened da door. and said "Welcome" in English... Maybe most guests here r foreigners,,, hahah
And i said "Ni Hao". and asked him if this YY has connection with da Shanghai's one. The boss there looked so excited when he heard that. "Yes, u r from Shanghai!".... and we talked a lot later about Huangshan, Shanghai, YY's history, Shanghai nightlife history and some DJs from Shanghai, and smoked a little bit. It was sooooo cool and great!
after that, i left to my hotel around 8.
18:26 Dec. 26
Sitting at Ying Yang bar in Hangzhou town.
It was cool today, saw a lots things that i never saw before. Saw cattles again, I really want to have one!
Bought some tea again.
22:54 Dec. 26
Finaly, i'm on da train back to Shanghai. I just smelt the air there again and again when I was standing outside of da railway station. That is the fresh i never enjoyed so much before. The blue sky, the green small poor under the water falls. Everything is so fine that i never saw before. I'm not a traveller, so it's good that i haven't be used to this kind of view. Anyways, it's great!
I went to YY bar again this afternoon when i got back in town. The boss was not there when i arrived there. I showed some pics i shoot in Huang Shan to his wife. She told me his husband went to their kid's kindergarden to pick him up back. Sometimes, I think it's really good to live in such a little city. Everything is cheap, and I can make enough money to live here for sure. I can go running in the morning, have a relax afternoon in the afternoon, open a little bar there, go everywhere i want by a motocycle, sleep in the mountains whenever i want. It should be such a wonderful life. Sometime i hate the life in Shanghai, coz everyone here is so smart, proud for their more knowledge than others. Even so am i. i think sometimes they r so silly, and so am i. So i hope there will be a girl to live with me there soooooo much, it may be the little girl with me now. But who knows that?
I walked to the railway station, coz i had only 2 kuai left after i bought 1 water, a convenient noodle and a box of ciggy for my trip on the train in the end. hahah, we call these kind of people "Yue Guang"(Month Empty). Hahah, but I get 5 kuai more when i was waiting for the train in the waiting room. Coz i saw a group of people were playing poker there. Then i talked to them and joined their game. When the train arrived the station, I made 5 kuai more.
I went into the train around 10, and met my room mate on the way. It was funny that the first thing i said when i met them is "Where is the bathroom, I should wash my stocks and feet first. If not, no one can sleep in this room later." And other 3 people looked they felt so strange when i said that. hah, I'm weird.
It's 11:20 now. How r u my little girl? R u at 4live now? Hope everything is going well with you! And C U IN 24 Hours!
MISSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU SO MUCH!
05:58 Dec. 27
All the room mates got off at Nanjing.
I start to miss my little girl a lot. Even I dunno what's going on with this relationship. huh............... there's still something i don't wanna say again, just keep it cool, not sad.
She didn't reply me any thing last night. I worried about her a lot, if she's drunk last night or she's sad. It was so cool to be with her. Sometime, we made some funny misunderstanding. I think i'm learning from that, Learning how western people think. I think she's also learning like me.
R u sleeping right now? we will meet in 5 hours!
Just can't fall sleep, coz i feel so excited at the moment.
Not coz of da city here/where i am. Just feel that i learn something from this trip.
Huangshan is a beatiful place anyway. Air smells much cleaner than Shanghai. So bad, than i spent much more than what i thought when i decided to go here. coz i have no expierence here. But it will get better next time!
It took 11 hours from shanghai to here by train. I just arrived here 10:00 this morning. It looks so good when da train was running around da mountains and went into da tunnel in da mountains. It's my first time to be at this kind of railway. The view was really really cool. I saw fields, bedrid houses which are in da fields, some big black cattles and also some demode cars, vans, trucks. It's just like what i saw in the movies.
The train finnally stopped at Huangshan Railway Station. It's a sleazy station, not like the railway stations in Shanghai. It's small and sleazy. The first thing i did when i got here was going to da ticket office to buy a ticket for the train back. I bought a berth ticket this time with more expensive price. Coz i really really felt so bad during da 11hours on da train to here. I even wanna kill da people who designed this train. hahahah
yah, after i bought da berth ticket. I got my plan for these 2 days. I would have a travel in da town first, and go to da mountain district tmr. Coz i felt really tired and it's too late to go there at 11:00. I won't sleep in da hotel on da mountain. coz i heard it's very expensive. So i decided to go to da old street called "Tun Xi Lao Jie" (Lao Jie means old street, Tun Xi is da old name of this city before, And now it's just da name for da town district) So i went forward to a place where park some cabs for a cab. A lot of taxt drivers were waiting and chatting there. One guy came to me when I was walking to them. He asked "where do u want to go?" I said "Tun Xi Lao Jie". "Come here!"he said. and he head me to a little cyclo.... "What is that????!!!!!" I thought. But I remember that the town here is really small and it should be cheaper than cabs (Even da cabs here only cost half of da price in Shanghai.) And he can shows me more places here and everything will be more convinience. So i went into da cyclo. And da tricyclist started to talk to me as "where r u from?" "u should go to ...." "It's too early to go to da old street. I can be ur guide to show u somewhere here." then i asked him if he knows there is any hotel cheap. Then he ride me to a small hotel... and 130 for one night. I thought it's ok. After Check-in he head me to a squar park in da town , a brige by da squar and da goverment tower near it. And then he asked me if i wanna eat some traditional foods here. i said "Yes!" maybe he can head me to some good resturant, not tourist resturant. On the way, i felt that he gave tooo much welcome to me, and spent tooo much time on me. For only 3 kuai fare? I didn't think too much at that time. And we went to a traditional resturant in da town. it looks really traditional and good. But i felt it's still a tourist resturant when i saw da menu there. I ordered 2 dishes and 2 beers there. And cost me 90 kuai.... Compeletly Tourist Resturant!
After lunch i went to a net bar for talking to my little girl, her phone was always power-off since i arrived here. I hope i can meet her on internet but i don't have internet in da hotel. And i said good-bye to that guy.
After some talk, i got back to hotel and slept 4 hours.
I waked up around 4:30 this afternoon. After a little bit rest, i went to da old street. i took a cab there this time. it's really cheap, only 5 kuai! But i felt so reflex to walk in this kind of tourist street single. I just took a easy look on some stores there (Ink, Chinese Pen, inkstone and some kitches are da most stuffs here.) and went throught da street from da strat to da end. At da end of da street I just saw something familiar. That was a bar with da Chinese flag at da door. It's called "Ying Yang"! it's the same name as a bar which my dj friends usually go in shanghai! I thought it may be some other one like this name and call his bar "Ying Yang". But after i saw "Wei Ren Ming Fu Wu" over da door, i was sure it has some connection with da "YY" bar in Shanghai. Then i just went in. The boss there opened da door. and said "Welcome" in English... Maybe most guests here r foreigners,,, hahah
And i said "Ni Hao". and asked him if this YY has connection with da Shanghai's one. The boss there looked so excited when he heard that. "Yes, u r from Shanghai!".... and we talked a lot later about Huangshan, Shanghai, YY's history, Shanghai nightlife history and some DJs from Shanghai, and smoked a little bit. It was sooooo cool and great!
after that, i left to my hotel around 8.
18:26 Dec. 26
Sitting at Ying Yang bar in Hangzhou town.
It was cool today, saw a lots things that i never saw before. Saw cattles again, I really want to have one!
Bought some tea again.
22:54 Dec. 26
Finaly, i'm on da train back to Shanghai. I just smelt the air there again and again when I was standing outside of da railway station. That is the fresh i never enjoyed so much before. The blue sky, the green small poor under the water falls. Everything is so fine that i never saw before. I'm not a traveller, so it's good that i haven't be used to this kind of view. Anyways, it's great!
I went to YY bar again this afternoon when i got back in town. The boss was not there when i arrived there. I showed some pics i shoot in Huang Shan to his wife. She told me his husband went to their kid's kindergarden to pick him up back. Sometimes, I think it's really good to live in such a little city. Everything is cheap, and I can make enough money to live here for sure. I can go running in the morning, have a relax afternoon in the afternoon, open a little bar there, go everywhere i want by a motocycle, sleep in the mountains whenever i want. It should be such a wonderful life. Sometime i hate the life in Shanghai, coz everyone here is so smart, proud for their more knowledge than others. Even so am i. i think sometimes they r so silly, and so am i. So i hope there will be a girl to live with me there soooooo much, it may be the little girl with me now. But who knows that?
I walked to the railway station, coz i had only 2 kuai left after i bought 1 water, a convenient noodle and a box of ciggy for my trip on the train in the end. hahah, we call these kind of people "Yue Guang"(Month Empty). Hahah, but I get 5 kuai more when i was waiting for the train in the waiting room. Coz i saw a group of people were playing poker there. Then i talked to them and joined their game. When the train arrived the station, I made 5 kuai more.
I went into the train around 10, and met my room mate on the way. It was funny that the first thing i said when i met them is "Where is the bathroom, I should wash my stocks and feet first. If not, no one can sleep in this room later." And other 3 people looked they felt so strange when i said that. hah, I'm weird.
It's 11:20 now. How r u my little girl? R u at 4live now? Hope everything is going well with you! And C U IN 24 Hours!
MISSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU SO MUCH!
05:58 Dec. 27
All the room mates got off at Nanjing.
I start to miss my little girl a lot. Even I dunno what's going on with this relationship. huh............... there's still something i don't wanna say again, just keep it cool, not sad.
She didn't reply me any thing last night. I worried about her a lot, if she's drunk last night or she's sad. It was so cool to be with her. Sometime, we made some funny misunderstanding. I think i'm learning from that, Learning how western people think. I think she's also learning like me.
R u sleeping right now? we will meet in 5 hours!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
Posts
